I'll dance my heart out

Just seeing my stepdad makes my anger build even more…

My heart starts beating and I want to hit something….

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck you and everyone in this house! Fucking backstabber of a parent, who the fuck cares if you’ve sheltered me or took care of me. I do more in this house than you have and you have the decency to tell her that I complain about taking care of the little ones! You fucking liar! I should tell her what you’ve said to them and me! Yelling at them that you wished you didn’t have kids or that they’re in the way of you doing stupidass laundry! I know your kids better than you do! Sad to think they call me mom when you’re not around. Fuck the both of you! When I do become successful and HELL I WILL, best believe I ain’t helping you for shit! Keep me around because you don’t want to hire a stranger to watch your kids, fuck that shit! Tough luck! Cause whether or not I decide to kill myself will be my decision and either way I hope you do find a sitter because I refuse to fucking watch them anymore! And yeah I am a piece of shit…because you made me that way. You’re all fucked up too. 

I’m annoyed by how I get babied…fuck this! I’m through with living here. Independent? I’ll show independent.